Married?

I live in Indonesia.... and getting married in 20 years old it's absolutely normal here. Who won't? Everybody wants it. But that not easy. that's why so much people afraid to take decision. 

Getting married is not just about He and I, but also about his family and my family. How I live after married. Because until now, sometimes I still ask my father money.

Yudho, the man I love in last 3 years... still haven't found a sustainable job yet. He has been arrange a garage in 2 years but until now his garage can give him enough money to live. I'm cool if he wants be business man, but he actually not quite clever to found any way to make his business growth. But I wont complaining about him, I love how the way he is. 

that's just sort story about how worry I am right now to face my marriage. But maybe, for you also facing your marriage and you have the same worry with I was just remember this the thing friend of mine was told
" if you worry about money, then you choose to pending your marriage just because of that. Then you same as think that God has no power to give you gift for you have done right"

I'm religious women, so when my friend was told me it it was totally touched my heart. If you religious to, you must feel the same way.

Good luck for you that would have marriage in young age. Just don't worry anything, just do what your obligation with the best way you could then let god take the rest.